What is this all about?

In Class....

2009-06-08T10:26:00.000-07:00

Just sitting here, doing nothing. supposed to be fixing the website but i got to lazy. To my left is Judy, she's listening to some music while writing in her blog aswell. To my right is Brandon, he is supposed to be doing the program/software for out C.A.T but hes just looking at a website of petsmart. well this is just great. dont know for sure if we are gonna finish this.

Dumb.

2009-06-07T00:39:00.000-07:00

Lmao , shes so fucking dumb, not like she never rolled her eyes before. Fucking spending $600 on fukin make up? are you retarded or somthing?

STEP IT UP SON!

2009-04-07T19:30:00.000-07:00

Yo B!

Going through some hard tangs, thinking a lot. Practically failing two classes, what am i to do. having to many anxiety attacks, panic attacks, afraid. How am i to step up my game when its half way over already. Gotta stop slacking for i am lacking the knowledge of others. Not understanding is not the problem. Not paying attention is sometimes the problem. but i cannot pinpoint the exact place i am lacking.

GOTTA STEP IT UP SON!

Music is a powerful thing

2009-02-24T19:32:00.000-08:00

I let myself down that I'm more cruel than I thought I would be
I'm just a loser who ends up by caring for my soul
I don't give my heart to no one cause I don't wanna waste my time
I tried to love this loneliness to slip out of this lonesome hole

Sorrow is what I hate but it's grown my sensations
Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions
Peace is always by my side but I've never felt it once
Love is not the word only for the sweet romance

- these 2 verses will always get me through-

My Life My Future

2009-01-12T18:37:00.000-08:00

I have the coolest bestfriends alive. They are going to be successful and have a great job. One of them is the funnitest guy alive. He has helped me through everything. The other i've been his friend since forever. He is one of funniest guys i know, he has everything going for him. The other i've met him a few years ago and i know he will be something great.

Those are just three of my friends. The rest are amazing people. i would not be here if it was not for them. Thank you

I think about my future every night. I see nothing. I ask my friends they say " i want to be this i want to be that." it makes me feel alone. When highschool is over they are going to be off in Univeristy and College. Where am i going to be? at home? highschool still? Who am I really. I dont understand myself but i can understand others. its not fair how people have everything going for them. I envy you guys. i hope in the future you guys will remember me. i know i wont remember myself.

Writing once more,
Let My Song Be Heard

Ye

2008-12-19T19:44:00.000-08:00

You ain't seen for what you got
Cuz you know, you cant act like what your not

Pointing the finger at someone else is not cool
You blame someone else for your own problems
You play everyone like a fool
You put on a mask to hide your true face
It's to bad we have all noticed it
It's funny how you tried to trick us
Its funny how you act that certain way

Enough
Stop
See you later
Maybe
Perhaps
Not sure

Together

2008-12-15T17:36:00.000-08:00

Together we can accomplish anything
Together we can win anything
Together we can do anything
Together we will use are power
Together we will help them

When you are together, it makes you feel as if everything comes easy to you.

When one of you falls, the other must fall with you.

You are strong together, but weak seperate.

Oh my Lord.

2008-12-09T12:22:00.000-08:00

People say it was the wrong place at the wrong time.

I am so effin sorry.
No joke.
I didnt mean to honestly.
I would never try and harm you on purpose.
I am so sorry
I am so sorry
I am sorry
I am oh so sorry

You know who you are. I am so sorry. I feel so bad right now. Dont have to forgive me or anything.

Dont get me wrong.

2008-12-07T01:12:00.001-08:00

Things have been going "great" as you can see. It has been more peaceful without it. Such a burden shouldnt been carried upon other peoples shoulders. You just keep packing the burden. Continue, its always about you, you want everything to be about you, well we are tired of you, because you are you and we dont like you as you.

Dont even start with me.

2008-12-02T11:52:00.001-08:00

In all honesty. what the phuck is wrong with you. Wipe your mouth you have shit in it. I try to be nice and you phucking repay me with that. trust me. I try to be nice. I could say plenty of things and say many things that woul hurt you. That would be FUN in my part. But no i be nice.

So dont give me that shit. watch it.

P.S. You Made My Day

Lawlo

2008-11-30T18:00:00.000-08:00

You make me laugh on the outside. You delusional person....oh you......haha its alright though your humor is well appreciated.

Listen up

2008-11-26T18:46:00.000-08:00

Listen up, all you people here? Let me ask you. you listening? Has there been a time where you were truly happy? Has there been someone who made you feel truly happy?

Why do i go on this and talk about what is on my mind? I seriously have no idea.

Im gonna go on my roof, lay down, look up, watch the stars. Stars are one of the most beautiful things out their up in the sky, and so are you.

Take a minute

2008-11-26T18:34:00.000-08:00

Take a minute and see what you have caused.
Take a minute and see what you have missed.
Take a minute and see what you miss calculated.
Take a minute and see what you have changed.
Take a minute and see what is wrong.
Take a minute and see who you are.
Take a minute and see what you are.
Take a minute and listen to what your saying.

Take a minute....or two.

If i could change somthing.

2008-11-24T21:02:00.001-08:00

If i had the chance to change somthing in my past at any point. I would not take it. I would hope that the consequences of changing the past would not affect the present but knowingly it would. If i were to change the past. I would not be the person i am today. Good or bad. Perhaps i could have been a cool guys, perhaps i could have been a smart guy, or perhaps i could have turned out worser then i am today. I dont know what could have happened. but i know for sure i would have to think 3 times before i chose whether to change my past or keep it the way it is.

Life Goes On/You know whats funny?

2008-11-24T15:20:00.000-08:00

All I got left are memories of the good times and i try to make them last. The way we grow up, is it worth it? with all the drugs, beer, and those cigarettes. You tell me.

People take life for granted. I know I do. I think bad things happen to me for a reason and so i am usually the one who watches others accomplish many things. I dont let it get me down though. Cuz i know that LIFE GOES ON. Thats just the way it is. I see small changes as i grow up. From not talking to the girl I like too actually talking to her and making simple conversations. not saying i like anyone now cuz i dont.

You know whats funny? this happened to me about 3 times. I like a girl and i help them with their own relationship problems. Those girls asked me questions like "how do i tell him i like him , and how do i know he likes me." Well it isnt that bad. I enjoy seeing the girls happy because they got the guy they wanted.

I have a tendency to make others happy but not myself. kinda weird. Life Goes On. Thats just the way it is and things will never be the same.

How many brothas fell victim to this curse.

Let it be known Life Does Go On.

What do i want?

2008-11-23T20:41:00.000-08:00

Xbox 360- $200

COD5-$50

Left 4 Dead-$50

Radeon Video Card- $230

The most important one of all

Many more friends-Priceless

Which would you rather have?

2008-11-18T20:58:00.001-08:00

The power to cause destruction Or the power to cause sadness throughout the world.

All the money in the world or the shittiest life alive.

Great friends or 1 friend who is better then the rest.

Be a person who is famous or a person who is unique.

A friend who allows you to be embarrased in public or a friend who judges you.

Live a great life with friends or live a great life with your family.

The cutest girlfriend or a ok girlfriend

The hawtest boyfriend who is kinda stupid or a boyfriend who is ok looking and is more intelligent then the first choice.

Give my your asnwers in the cbox im curious to know.

What Is Going On.

2008-11-18T20:32:00.001-08:00

School sucks. Dont cha think? Why is it that everything is based on marks. Lets say there is a person who doesnt try at all but gets really good marks, and a person who busts his/her ass off to get a shitty mark. I believe that is not fair. dont you think?

Universitys only accept people who are at a higher standard of knowledge then others.
And Colleges are for people who are average or "below" average standards. Everything is based on how smart you are and not on how hard you work.

Parents are another thing. When your parents recieve your report card and see a bad mark what do they do. My parents yell at me, point at me, put me down, and sometimes say im stupid. It is sad that parents do not listen to the childs side. Parents just want the best for you buy they also bring you down. Parents dont care if you try hard. They want to see 80's to 90's written on that paper.

Friends.....dsecribe friends to me please.

Relationships......desribe that to me please.

Describe LIFE. I have been told that Life is just like a house of doors. Opening one door can lead to two more doors but closes 5 doors. Life is about choices. You cant really choose the right one all the time. But who gives a shit. People in society want whats best for them. They dont keep in consideration about other peoples feelings. Im not saying im not like this. but atleast i TRY to consider other peoples feelings.

All in all, i have no idea which door to open next.

One more chance

2008-11-13T16:53:00.000-08:00

If we could have one more chance at the title, i know we would have taken it. As a team we are strong, but once one of us doubts are strength, we are weak. We came together as a team and we ruled the playing field. But we fell short before the game that would prove we are a team.

It is all good fun.

2008-11-12T16:28:00.001-08:00

Best time ever. it was fun playing with you all. seriously i dont know what i will do since it is over now. Looking forward to the championship battle between us and the other team. The clash of the best teams. We have all trained hard, practiced hard, played hard, and worked hard. Are sweat stays on the field. it shows how much dedication we put into this season. I thank you all. Hopefully you guys will be able to TAKE IT TO THE HOUSES! Good luck to you all.

Who am i?

2008-11-10T19:51:00.001-08:00

It is not that who i am is what matters, but ask yourself this "Who Am I." think about it real hard and see if you come up with anything.Message me back and tell me. if you dont mind that is.

Im walking on sunshine!!!!

2008-11-10T19:48:00.001-08:00

Walk on the path of sunshine with me.
Wellllllll you dont have to. haha

Lets start a new, shall we?

2008-11-09T17:38:00.001-08:00

Lets take a walk down the sandy beaches of hawaii.
Lets stare at the night sky and dream about what we are gonna do in the future
Lets wish upon the star and hope for the best
Lets dance all night until the sun rises
Lets reminisce together and see what similar things we have in common
Lets watch moon up in the sky looking down at us
Lets think about how small we are in reality
Lets escape this dream and make it into a reality

Lets say we had somthing.

kawaii

2008-11-08T19:21:00.001-08:00

i am so kawaii it hurts ones eyes to look at me cause i shine with the brightness of kawaiiness.

DontEvenTrip

2008-11-08T17:58:00.000-08:00

-Parental Guidance is needed-

Shut the fuck up. You are the most stupidest person i know. You bitch all the time about what other people have to say. you care what other peoples secrets are. So shut the fuck. stop with this fucking nonsense. Dont write the shit if it isnt true. Just Shut the Fuck Up thats all im asking of you. I find it funny how you use the word "respect" because you may dear have no fucking idea about respect. Man o Man this world is becoming so distorted. Fuck man, you piss me off so much its not even funny. so im asking you to shut up "please?" Oh ya I want to fucking punch you in the vagina.

-Anonymous-

"bytch please"

Bytch please.

2008-11-08T13:47:00.001-08:00

You gotta stop with this shit. (No juke) Sooner or later something is gonna happen and its all gonna explode in your face. so im giving you your first warning. STOP THIS SHIT. Bytch please stop with the lies. keep your comments to yourself, before i make you keep them to yourself.

This is your only warning

Nothing special.

2008-11-07T22:07:00.000-08:00

If you analyze every aspect of the situation,
things dont always go according to plan.

Smile your sadness away.

2008-11-07T18:02:00.000-08:00

When people are hurt. i dont get why they keep to themselves. there are people who want to help and just want to see you smile. Show your smile because nobody wants to see you look sad

There are people who want to help. Just smile :)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IGU_SHufUBk

Shout out!

2008-11-06T18:26:00.000-08:00

Too all those people who have ever been hurt.
Too all those people who have lost someone special
Too all those people who have lost a job
Too all those people who have lost friend
Too all those people who have loved someone but was never loved back
Too all those who have failed a test
Too all those who have tried there hardest but failed horribly
Too all those people who have been tempted
Too all those people who smoke.......it is really bad......hope you people live a long time

Too all those people......i wish you the best.

Time is a dreadful but wonderful thing.

2008-11-05T21:10:00.000-08:00

WHEN

something terrible happens to you, would you want to remember what happened? Would you want to relive that day? Assuming your a normally functional person i would assume you to say "no." Thinking back to that day would only hurt you even more. So let time pass and get your mind off the bad tings.

Have you ever wondered why time passes by so quickly or slow as we grow up?

I figured that as we grow up we lose sight in what is around us.